Look up its synonyms and it describes the pure essence of you. Drop the “A” then maybe you’d understand more of what you really are. No offense honey, but the only thing that you need to check is your own self. Maybe if you got up, kept a stable job, stayed in school, and did something more productive than sitting at home and thinking you’re the shit then maybe what you say can have meaning, but as of right now I’d tame that attitude of yours. The only one that needs schooling is you, literally haha.